2011年8月20日土曜日

Tyranny of Toyota / トヨタの横暴 NO. 1

  ( Prologue )


Party of the middle of a journey

There are not the life and the thing giving it up, and a season to surely shine somewhere to carry it on its back just waits.

Feelings of the youth, the four season of the life, Introduction, development, denouement and conclusion of end of show.


And just,

I look back on a past moment like another person while feeling that a season to the new departure is not long and express a sigh about emptiness of the human world, and why will what feelings ache to go through guts so as still to be obstinate, and make noise be!?

A challenge to reality, greed and the instinct as the human being, harmony with the world, duty, common sense, a sense of responsibility,

Only for good faith and patience, I determined it and fully tasted facts not to be able to gain such as happiness it was little less than 0, and how sense of justice and pride and the sense of values that I learned from here were unreliable.

I got impatient a heart to expect modest days was troubled and suffered and panted, and aching to wipe opaque resentment to smolder.

I am mystery for oneself or another lonely human shadow looking on with a too cold look with one's figure deleting must be it and stands still.

All the human beings are irritated with the impulse that I want to tell to somebody and impatience not to be able to readily cut and bring it down with one and two troubles and I am always puzzled in the interval and writhe.

All the human beings are irritated with the impulse that I want to tell to somebody and impatience not to be able to readily cut and bring it down with one and two troubles and I am always puzzled in the interval and writhe.

Though courage to tell the truth joins hope to tomorrow together, and it understands it when it is a shortcut keeping up the rip of the heart, it will be why still to hesitate about decision!?

This is a question for myself and will not be a trouble of you oneself!?

By Y. Yamaguchi



『 旅路の宴 』


たかが人生だと諦めることはない、きっと何処かに輝く季節が待っている

青春の喜怒哀楽、人生の春夏秋冬、終宴の起承転結


そして今、

新しい旅立ちへの季節が遠くないことを感じながら、他人なみに過去の瞬間をふり返って、人間の世の空しさに溜息を漏らし、それでも頑ななまでに意地を貫こうと感情がうずき騒ぐのはなぜだろうか!?

現実への挑戦、人間としての欲望と本能、世の中との融和、義務、常識、責任感、

ここから学んだ正義感や自尊心や価値観が、いかに零弱で頼りないものか、誠意や我慢だけでは、決して幸せなど勝ち取れない事実をたっぷり味わった。

慎ましい日々を望む心が悩み、苦しみ、喘ぎ、傷んでまで、うっ積する不透明な憤りを拭い去ろうと焦っていた。

己に謎かけしている自分の姿を、冷淡すぎる眼差しで傍観する、もう一人の孤独な人間の影がまちがいなく佇んでいた。

人間はみな、ひとつやふたつの悩みを抱え、誰かに話したい衝動と、なかなか切り出せない歯痒さに苛立ち、何時もその狭間で戸惑いもがき苦しんでもいる。

真実を語る勇気が明日への希望を繋ぎ、心のほころびを繕う近道であると解っているのに、それでも決断をためらっているのは何故だろう?

このことは私自身にたいする疑問であり、貴方自身の悩みでもあるのではないでしょうか!

筆者 山口 欣秀

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