Third-rate fraud / 三流の詐欺師 No.57

Epilogue / エピローグ

Because an unexpected wrong rumor comes while a trial goes and may cause it unnecessary trouble, I can touch relations with me and Merylyn and put it.

We were love assuming the marriage during until April for 1998 through 2000. At least I associated in the aim.

Merylyn wanted to leave the country first, and a rumor that her father was raped by a drug was whispered among position talent and trainees just after (October 7, 1999).

When she performed it for a hot spring trip with a visitor of the appearance this time middle part of December when the topic burnt down, I was terrible and received a ticking off from a promoter.

I waited for her return home and broke off relations after I went back to my own country promptly, and having done fact checking to the person himself.

As you know, because our business is authorization business, and the Japanese Government in particular is strict for an act to be tied to a drug and prostitution, you must be careful with giving priority to personal feelings, and it cannot be warped to have been heartrending grief.

I brought up new love each other, and arrowhead, she whom I saw whether I could live a happy life met with misfortune to lose a fetus by a miscarriage afterwards.

Lack of staff of the office has occurred at the same time and, at the time of 2005 when I got to know Nagatani, specifies that I returned to work as an office worker and the position talent.

It was the first experience in the human being business for sixty several years that I chose words biting as possible, and abused another person while continuing intense force in this way.

I am sometimes still vivid, and human lust and the extraordinariness for the gold desire taught by Mr. and Mrs. Nagatani may be remembered.

I bite lips and swallow saliva and grind my teeth and tear hair and am ruled for the disorder of the feelings that there is not though I carry it on my back by oneself how.

Probably it will be the present which there is not of the mistake that this is the evaluation to the life that I walked, and oneself who greeted late in life was given from God!

This story terminates in this, but promises that I tell it about the later feelings including the conclusion at the trial by all means on a day of what time.

裁判が進行する中で想定外の誤った噂が飛び出し、余計な手数をお掛けしないとも限りませんので、私とMerylynとの関係に触れて置きます。私達は１９９８年から２０００年四月までの間、結婚を前提とした恋愛関係にありました。

少なくとも私はその心算で付き合っておりました。

Merylynが最初に出国した（１９９９年１０月７日）直後に所属タレントや研修生の間で、彼女の父親が薬物に犯されているとの噂が囁かれました。

その話題が下火になった十二月の中頃、今度は彼女が出演先のお客さんと温泉旅行に行ったと、プロモーターから酷くお叱りを受けたのです。

私は直ちに帰国し本人に事実確認をした上で、彼女の帰国を待って関係を解消しました。

ご存知の様に我々の商売は許認可事業であり、特に日本政府は、薬物と売春に結び付く行為には厳格な為、私情を優先する事は慎まなければならず、断腸の思いだった事はいがめません。

　

その後はお互いに新たな愛を育み、幸せな生活を送れるかに見えた矢先、彼女が流産によって胎児を失う不幸に遭遇したのです。

事務所のスタッフ不足が重なった事もあり、長谷氏と知り合った２００５年当時は、所属タレント兼事務員として復職していた事を明記いたします。

この様に激しい勢いを持続しながら、出来るだけ辛辣な言葉を選び他人を罵倒したのは、六十数年の人間稼業で初めての経験でした。

長谷夫妻に教えられた人間の愛欲と金欲に対する異常さは、いまでも時々生々しく思い出される事があります。

唇を噛み締めたり、生唾を飲み込んだり、歯ぎしりしたり、髪の毛を掻き毟ったり、自分ではどうしょうも出来ない感情の乱れに支配されてしまいます。

多分、これが私の歩んだ人生への評価であり、晩節を迎えた己に神様から与えられた、間違いのない贈り物なのでありましょう！

　

このお話はこれで終りますが、裁判での結論を含めたその後の心境などを、必ず何時の日かお知らせする事をお約束します。

筆者 : YOSHIHIDE YAMAGUCHI

Third-rate fraud / 三流の詐欺師 No.56

Pray the judiciary / 司法に願う事

It is reason to have you decide the yes and no by judicial power, but believes many acts for me of Nagatani when of course I win for suit, and naturally payment and others can have the money of settlement of the promise in payment for my work.

It wants you to do the importance of the promise in the human working clearly to want to ask a little.

I want you to sound warning to such an arrogant act you are calm, and the private parts deceive another person to never pollute it and drive one's hand hard, and to return a palm to throw away a clout when a wish accomplishes it.

As for Nagatani, there are two infants two people and one son a daughter of marriageable age between an ex-wife newly, and there is a 9-year-old son to me.

There was process brought up from personal circumstances of mother in the case of my child by Mrs. Nagatani and seemed to understand the relations of the both families which it changed, and went to the juvenile mind, and it decreased significantly to eat the name of the wife recently.

It should be the back of the parent, and the textbook for a child to grow up is said. I believe importance to keep the promise as the human being with true education and do not stop.

長谷氏の私に対する数々の行為を司法のお力で賛否を決め頂く訳ですが、もちろん訴訟に勝利し約束の清算金は、私の働きに対する報酬として当然支払らって頂けると信じております。

今ひとつお願いしたいことは、人間の営みにおける約束事の大切さを明快にして頂きたいのです。

己の手は決して汚さずに恥部は他人を平然と欺き扱き使い、望みが成就するとボロ切れを捨てる様に手の平を返す、こうした傲慢な行為へ警告を鳴らして戴きたいのです。

長谷氏は前妻との間に年頃の娘が二人と息子が一人、新たに二人の幼児があり、私にも九歳の息子がおります。

我が子の場合は母親の個人的事情から、長谷夫人に育てられた経緯があり、子供心に変り行く両家の関係が解るらしく、最近は夫人の名を口にする事がめっきり減りました。

子供が成長する為の教科書は親の背中だと良く云われます。人間としての約束を守る大切さこそが真の教育と信じて止みません。

 

Third-rate fraud / 三流の詐欺師 No.55

At the time of decision  / 決断の時 ２

The despondency that is common among depression passes away, and the body which is clear-cut and fearless which revived is symbolized by a play of lively golf. The crooked rumor to a woman does not sound like the proof that regained normalcy physically recently.

About having helped with everyday life of Nagatani, neither no human being nor a countryman includes the regret.

It was let loose about Merylyn by debt Hell and was able to become the hostess of the residence such as the palace.

Mother is treated for cancer at a first-class hospital, and Annalyn Ms. of the older sister enjoys elegant everyday life with a child without working. The jobless younger brother becomes an owner of Jypney and enjoys gorgeous youth. I am splendid.

If it is permitted impertinent expression, it is pressed me for help of the greed from Nagatani, and the weakness as the human being does not exist and does not have the financial debt either.

Though it is not asked, I hold out a hand willingly by oneself, and I am free, and neither the responsibility nor the duty is due if there is not the justice to take part to satisfy sexual desire of Nagatani.

It will be to have thought thing and him whom there was between Japanese to be it miserably if I find out the reason that helped Nagatani forcibly.

It might be a human joy desire to expect when a poor family found happiness with his financial power a little. It might be an outcome of the pride for the occupation that I was engaged in for many years.

鬱病に有りがちな虚脱感も消え去って、蘇った精悍な身体が溌剌としたゴルフのプレーに象徴されております。肉体的にも正常を取り戻した証に、最近では女性への歪んだ噂も聞えて来ません。

長谷の日常生活を手助けした事につきましては、一人の人間としても同胞としても後悔はありません。

　

Merylynに関しても借金地獄から解き放たれ、御殿の様な邸宅の女主人に納まる事が出来ました。

母親は一流病院で癌の治療を受け、姉のＡｎｎａｌｙｎ女史は、仕事もせずに子供と優雅な日常生活を満喫している。無職だった弟はジプニーのオーナーになり、華やかな青春を謳歌しています。素晴らしいことです。

生意気な表現を許されるならば、私には長谷から欲望の手助けを迫られるほど人間としての弱みは存在せず、金銭的な借財も持ち合わせていない。

頼まれもしないのに自ら好んで手を差し延べ、無償で長谷氏の性欲を満足させる為の、片棒を担ぐ義理もなければ責任も義務も負っていません。

長谷を助けた理由を強いて探し出すとすれば、同胞であったこと彼を憐れに思ったことでしょう。

彼の財力で貧しい家族が少しでも幸せになればと望む、人間的な喜び願望であったのかもしれない。私が長年携わって来た職業に対する自尊心の表れだったのかも知れません。

Third-rate fraud / 三流の詐欺師 No.54

At the time of decision  / 決断の時 １

Nagatani drove around in a brand-new golf cart at a golf course, and my partners might be going to press Nagatani to reach new age for the act that overtook our party in a grand manner.

Such situation was repeated and invited the end to the voyage that entrusted the position to the course.

I was the same as wreckage and gathered determination to put an end in the meditation route of five years when I drifted.

When I look back on the days when I exposed the body to humiliating acts, I am calm and do not quite say anger no matter what not to have sprung out. It has been stamped to human dignity like a slave after having been used in an unreasonable behavior without several degrees.

It is the fact that I feign that I feel resentment it is difficult to find one's fault, and not to be able to do anything for by oneself even if I reconsider these acts, and there is not.

Of course I came back to the start spot and I was limitless and tried fact inspection because there was not the aim to be conceited when it was the human being who was perfect in oneself at all.

However, the thing does not overturn the original, a plan, production, direction when all starring was always Nagatani oneself.

It is a mole at any time, and, not the work which I plan it and sold, I can assert that it was a behavior that I think about self-interest with Nagatani  married couple. As a result, Nagatani was able to recover himself/herself from mental illness.

新しい年を迎えると長谷がゴルフ場で真新しいゴルフ・カートを乗り回し、我々のパーティーを平然と追い抜いて行く行為に、私のパートナーたちが長谷に詰め寄ろうとする事もありました。

成り行きに身を委ねた航海も、こうした状況が積み重ねられ終わりを迎えました。

難破同然に漂った五年間の瞑想航路に、終止符を打つ決意を固めたわけです。　

屈辱的な行為に身を晒した日々を振り返る時、至極冷静で怒りなど湧かなかったとは口が裂けても申しません。幾度となく理不尽な言動で利用された挙句、奴隷の様に人間の尊厳まで踏みにじられてしまった。

これらの行為を思い返しましても、自分の落ち度を見付けるのは困難であると共に、自分ではどうすることも出来ない、憤りを感ずることも偽りない事実です。

勿論、己を完璧な人間だと思い上る心算は毛頭ありませんでしたから、スタート地点に戻って限りなく事実検証を試みました。

然し、原作・企画・制作・演出・主演のすべてが、常に長谷自身であったとことは覆りません。

私が計画し売り込んだ作品ではなく、私は如何なる時も黒子であり、長谷ご夫妻と自分の利益を考えての言動だったと断言できます。その結果、長谷氏は精神的な病から立ち直ることが出来ました。

Third-rate fraud / 三流の詐欺師 No.53

Event until suit  / 訴訟までの出来事 ２

When such several months passed, a rumor that I took marriage commission out of Mr. and Mrs. Nagatani was whispered among Caddie.

When I could go, it was expanded, and a story was whispered to the season of the dry season in a new phrase if it was unfair as for the talent with the debt that only Merylyn had money stolen so that there was it in great numbers elsewhere.

When, as is expected, blood went up to a head and let you ask it about Merylyn from a family then, I seemed to deny it immediately.

However, it never occurs by the topic that Caddie of the golf course can know unless a married couple drains information into his contracted Caddie like the proverb that "the smoke stands in the place without the fire" intentionally.

On a certain morning of Sunday, whether I might give the electric jeep which I used habitually to a child of Nagatani when a son was small family said it.

I stared at the son who pulled a sleeve when Daddy asked in my side and bore it while being seized with the impulse that I wanted to knock down for an instant. The jeep was able to reach the Nagatani's house, but it was a maid in conclusion to have received.

A son and a family were invited to the birthday party of the eldest daughter about the thanks for jeep several weeks later.

If there was a story by the energy that drank the liquor which could not swallow up Nagatani, I barked at me when I spoke it. A family was able to inherit a complaint when I boasted that I bought Jypney for a younger brother of Merylyn. I called Nagatani at once, but did not accept it using being out.

そんな数カ月が過ぎたころ、私が長谷夫妻から結婚斡旋料を取ったとの噂が、Caddie 達の間で囁かれたのです。乾期の季節を向かえる頃には話が膨張され、借金のあるタレントは他にも大勢いるのに、Merylynだけが金を取られるのは不公平だと、新しいフレーズで囁かれたのです。

この時は流石に頭へ血が上ってしまい、家内からMerylyn問い質させると、即座に否定したそうです。

然し、 「火の無い処に煙は立たず」の諺の様に、夫妻が意図的に彼の専属 Caddie へ情報を流さない限り、ゴルフ場の Caddie 達が知り得る話題では決してない。

ある日曜日の朝、息子が小さい頃に愛用していた電動ジープを、長谷氏の子供に上げても良いかと家内が言い出した。一瞬、張り飛ばしたい衝動に駆られながら、私の側でダディーお願いしますと両手を合わる息子を見詰めた。結論としてジープは長谷邸へ届けたが、受け取ったのはメイドでした。

数週間後にジープのお礼との事で、息子と家内が長女の誕生パーティーに招かれた。長谷が飲めない酒を飲んだ威勢で、話があるなら俺に話せと吼えた。Merylyn の弟にジプニーを買い与えたと自慢したと家内が愚痴を継げた。咄嗟に長谷へ電話を入れたが居留守を使って応じなかった。

Third-rate fraud / 三流の詐欺師 No.52

Event until suit  / 訴訟までの出来事 １

I gave the counterattack sentence, but many events that I covered the eyes before I decided suit with there being no communication from Nagatani, and seemed to want to cork an ear were repeated.

I participated in Christmas tournament, and the age bumped into each other with Nagatani in a verge, the locker room of the accidental golf course on one day of December that approached.

I took light words over a mirror, but, with a panicked state, I showed around a back and ran away in at full speed. A shiver ran for an instant, and the impulse that I ran after it and wanted to knock down ran through a whole body.

However, the smile of a young son overlapped with one's face like an ogre projected by a mirror, and a motion was not possible.

There was the swimming pool which a subsidiary company ran near a golf course, and a son practiced the swimming when it was spring vacation every year.

I took a son and a family to a pool while I went to the golf course on that day. A meeting seemed to be done between women, and Mrs. Nagatani came with children, too.

Mrs. Nagatani came near me when I looked at the dog paddle style of swimming of the son for a while and Nagatani was mean about money and babbled out the thing that was strange if the thing to eat was different from a daddy at all.

And is a palm with the water of the swimming pool violently; ate it. I stared at the surface of the water for a while, but was accompanied by a big sigh when it would be an aim to live for another several years.

反撃文は出したが長谷からは何の連絡もないまま、訴訟を決意するまでには目を覆い耳に栓をしたくなる様な、多くの出来事が繰り返されました。

年も押し迫った12月のある日、クリスマス・トーナメントに出場し際、偶然ゴルフ場のロッカー・ルームで長谷氏と鉢合わせしたのです。

鏡越しに軽い言葉を掛けたが慌てふためいた様子で、クルリと背中を見せ一目散で逃げ出したのです。一瞬戦慄が走り、追い駆けて殴り倒したい衝動が全身を駆け巡った。　

然し、鏡に映し出された鬼の様な己の顔面へ、幼い息子の笑顔が重なり合って身動きが出来なかった。

ゴルフ場の近くに系列会社が経営するスイミング・プールがあり、毎年春休みになると息子が水泳の練習をしておりました。

この日もゴルフ場へ行くついでに息子と家内をプールへ伴ったのです。女同士で打ち合わせが出来ていたらしく長谷夫人も子供連れで来ておりました。

暫く息子の犬掻き泳法を眺めていると長谷夫人が私の側に来て、長谷は金に汚いし、食べる物もパパとは全く違うと変な事を口走ったのです。

そして、プールの水を乱暴に手の平ですくった。暫く水面を見詰めていたが、あと何年生きる心算だろうと大きな溜息を付いたのでした。